My Own Personal Therapy

I got kinda used to posting what was going on with my life over in Vienna so I'm thinking that I should keep up with it. It's strangely calming to go over my day(s) and analyze it a little bit.
I got back to Marquette last night. It was really good to see Ash and Bridge and Amy again. They decided to throw a little coming home party for me, which was awesome of them. They got a quarter barrel of Busch and invited some friends over. Unfortunately I didn't know very many of these friends. They all had their little stories and anecdotes about the past month that I felt completely left out of. Not to mention trying to remember everyones' names! I was super tired from going out the night before with Sandy, getting home at 5, and then getting up to go fishing with Cat, Matt, and Katie, and then getting all my stuff ready to come back up here. I barely drank anything at all, I was too tired to be in the mood. I probably should have, I would have felt a little more like a belonged. It's interesting to feel like a stranger in a place where you've lived for 2 years. I'm sure I'll get to know all the people that were here last night though, they all seemed pretty cool. And young. They all seemed really young. But of course that could be because I'm getting really old...*grimaces*

A few people from Hudson's came over, it was good to see them. It was really great to see Andy until he started making out with Ashly WHILE LAYING ON TOP OF ME. I had been laying in my bed watching TV, trying to tune out the party a little bit, when Andy and Ashly gave and jumped on me and laid across my legs. A few minutes later I looked over and they were making out. WHAT THE FUCK? *laughs*

Today I've pretty much spent by myself, doing alot of thinking. Actually it's been deep thinking. For me anyway. I've been contemplating what I want to do with my summer. It seems like I should get something accomplished besides partying and working. I think I'm going to teach myself German. I think I'll do better that way then I did surrounded by a bunch of my friends. I'm also going to stop with my propensity for attached males. There was actually alot more involved in my thinking but I have to go to Walmart and buy some bean bag chairs for our future parties.